Discussions

Within my discussions I may appear to take certain “sides” of a discussion, I will appear to have certain beliefs and be appearing to defend them. I make no claim to any immutable beliefs.

My goal is not changing anyone’s beliefs, but to simply help us to look at the origin of them. Show life from a new perspective.

I welcome any and all feedback, disagreements, opinions, viewpoints, and thoughts.

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Life Itself

I am life itself. I have been every life, since I am life itself. I will be every life, since I am life itself. You are me; I am you, and we are life itself. Animals are life itself, insects are life itself, plants and fungi are life itself, sea life is life itself, the earth is life itself, the universe is life itself, everything is life itself.
I don’t need to seek life out for I am life itself. I can’t waste this life since I am life itself. I can’t mess up this life since I am life itself. I don’t need to try to live this life for I am life itself. I can’t die since I am life itself. I can’t do anything wrong or sinful since I am life itself and life itself cannot be wrong or sinful.
Anything we do to another life form we do to ourselves. We are all life itself disguised as separate identities and personalities.
I am life itself and in order to differentiate this form of life from other forms of life, I have labels as a means of identification. When I forget that I am life itself and identity myself with one of my labels I tend to experience confusion and stress. Identifying with any of my labels takes life itself and turns it into that tiny label.
Whatever view we hold of life, we hold of ourselves, being that we are life itself. If we hate life, we hate ourselves. If we Love life, we Love ourselves. Everything is life itself. Life is life playing with itself.
Know what you have in common with every single person who has ever lived? You have lived too. There is no one in existence who has lived life itself better or worse than you, we are all life itself.
You are no different from Jesus, Hitler, Buddha, Ted Bundy, or Princess Diana. You are life itself just as everyone else is.
Earth is the Garden of Eden and we never left, look around and ignore all of the man made things and you will see the garden exactly as it is described within the holy Bible.
“Enlightenment” is not only identifying as life itself but also seeing all as life itself. Identifying as anything less than is living in duality or separation or the fall from grace. It’s impossible to not be life since all is life.
When a life form commits “suicide” the life within simply moves on to a new form. Life is continuously moving, changing, evolving, and growing. We (life) go into a body the same as life goes to a flower. The body that we (life) are in eventually withers and dies just as the flower does. Life moves on to new forms.
The “you” that is scared of dying is not real since life cannot die. The “you” that thinks that you don’t matter is not real. All life matters. Since all is life, life knows all.
I am telling you that you don’t need to do anything, you can’t do anything wrong, you are perfect, you don’t need to try, and you are exactly the same as all “other” life forms. Life wants nothing from you, you are life itself. Life can never be wrong. Listen to my words or don’t. Believe them or don’t. Doesn’t matter, you’re just life looking at life and “you” don’t need to believe it for it to be true.
“Steve” has all sorts of problems and miseries. Life itself has no problems or miseries. I am life itself, I am not a name or a gender or a color or an age or a human or a thought. I am life itself and so are you and so are they and so are we.
This site is for all life. This site is for me, for you, and for us. I (life itself) was never born and can never die just as the real you (life itself) was never born and can never die. “Steve” was born when the name was applied and “Steve” will die when the name is no longer spoken in remembrance of that life form.
Peace and Love to all life everywhere and in all places in all times.
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I Am Not A Thought

Don’t let me be a thought in your mind.
I am not a thought, I am here.
Me as a thought is only but a push or a pull of your energy.
Let go of the thought of me and be free.
I am not a thought, I am the fruition of life.
I am the constant dissolution from one moment blending into another.
Don’t think of me just to feel something. Forget me and feel what’s happening now.
I am not a thought, even though you thought I was.
I am…
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Am I Real?

I have no idea what is reality and what is fiction. Can’t tell the difference. Everything feels like fiction to me.
Am I real or am I the figment of someone’s imagination? If I’m not real then why do I feel like I am? If I am real then why does the world treat me like I’m invisible?
I only seem to be visible when people want a scapegoat or a punching bag.
Why doesn’t anyone Love me? Why doesn’t anyone like me?
Why have I been beaten, raped, abused and neglected My entire life? What did I do to deserve this life of never ending loneliness and solitude?
People say to ask for help and on the rare occasion you do ask there isn’t any help if you happen to be in a man’s body. Yet I still come running anytime anyone else asks for help.
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Start Attracting

A lighthouse attracts ships. A god attracts mortals. Be a lighthouse in the dark. Be a god among mortals. Be who you were meant to be. Be you. Stop trying to be someone you aren't.
A person who stands true to themselves and withstands all the pressures of the external world to be anything other than what they are, will result in a polished diamond. They will be royalty and a god among the humans. A person who gives in to the pressures of the external world to be someone other than who they are, will continue to be tormented by them. One is heaven and the other is hell, we all have the ability to choose for ourselves where we want to be. Peace and Love!

Oh you can't get out backwards, you have to go forwards to go back. - Willy Wonka

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Stop Chasing

Are you the type of person who chases affection, validation, and Love from others? Simply stop chasing. When you chase Love or affection from others, you create the false belief within yourself that you don't have those things in which you are chasing and therefor you chase them. By not chasing things from others, we untangled the illusion of not being enough independently. You are enough. You have everything you need. There is nothing wrong with you. You do not need anyone to complete you. You are whole, complete, and perfect.
Why do you need to chase Love from others when you are Love itself?
Why do you need to chase attention from others when you can give yourself attention?
Why do you need validation from others when you can validate yourself?
Why do you need to be around others to avoid loneliness when you are never alone?
Why do you seek that which you already have?
Why do you question that which you already know?
Why do you doubt when you are peace itself?
Why do you fear when there is nothing to fear?
When we stop chasing, we stop believing that we are lacking. When we stop believing we are lacking, we see our true perfection shining for all to see. When we see our true perfection, we see the perfection within everything.
You lack for nothing.
You need do nothing.
There is nothing wrong with you.
You are perfect exactly as you are.
Thank you for being you.
Peace and Love!
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