Omnism

Omnism is the respect of or belief in all religion. All religions point to the same God. The different paths to God such as religion are like a bunch of boats spread out on a lake at night and all the boats are heading in the direction of the moon. All the boats can see the moon and it looks the same from every one of their perspectives but the light from the moon is being reflected onto them from different angles, so they are all receiving separate but equal reflected light. Same moon for all boats but different light from the moon. To each boat it appears as if the other boats are going the wrong direction since all the boats are supposed to being going in the same direction. The boats then fight over which boat is right and which boat is wrong when they are all seeing the same moon and going to the same place, they are all just taking different paths to get there.

All paths lead to the one true God. Religions are some of the paths that are available to God but ultimately there are infinite paths to God. Every single one of our individual paths inevitably lead to the one true God.  Some religions teach how to know God, some religions teach the letting go of everything that isn't God, some religions don't recognize a God at all, and some religions worship hundreds of Gods. All religions are equal and valid. God is Love. All religions lead to God. All religions lead to Love. 

The Holy Bible says God Is Love in 1 John 4:7-21 (ESV). The bible gives us an image of God in order for us to be able to have a comprehension of God at all. The bible tells us what God is, which is Love while giving us a father figure in order to associate with Love. Since humans live in world of individual forms, we can't grasp certain concepts without using forms to understand it and realize it. The bible gives us God the father who punishes us and protects us. A father who created us and who didn't always make sense to us but who told us just to trust in him and know that he has our best interest at heart even though sometimes it may feel like punishment. A father who sometimes appeared to make mistakes or contradict himself, but who always knew what he was doing. 

The bible then tells us that God is Love so we start to associate Love with the father figure provided within the same bible. We start to see what Love is, we start to understand how to give and receive Love. We are taught what Love is in 1 Corinthians 13:4-8. The purpose of religion is to realize God. God is not a form, God is Love. The bible teaches us Love so we may Love. When we Love, we experience God, the more we Love the more we experience God. The more we experience God the more we know God and the more we know God the more we know ourselves since we all came from God. Eventually everything and everyone just becomes Love eternal, the one true God.

The most prominent Abrahamic religions are Judaism, Christianity, and Islam. They, alongside Samaritanism, Druzism, the Baháʼí Faith,[3] and Rastafari,[3] all share a common core foundation in the form of worshipping Abraham's God, who is identified as Yahweh in Hebrew and called Allah in Arabic. These religions worship the same God which is the God of Abraham they just have different prophets or their beliefs about certain details split over time. They all worship the same God and God is Love.

Eastern religions tend to focus on the letting go of the self or ego which is essentially everything that isn't pure Love. Since we are all children of the same God which is Love, we are all Love. Everything outside of Love is an illusion that we created in this world of forms. When we let go of the forms of this world is releases the light from within until we see the light that we are. We no longer see forms, only Love. These eastern religions tend to focus more on meditation and mindfulness in an attempt of realizing enlightenment which the release of everything that isn't Love.

Jesus was a poor carpenter who Loved the world so much that he gave up his life for it. Buddha was wealthy beyond belief and knew nothing but a life of luxury who walked away from everything he knew in order to attain enlightenment. Different religions show us that all can find God, whether wealthy or poor. Since all religions lead to the same God just in different ways, there is no right or wrong religion. Just different paths. Love and Peace!

There are hundreds of religious books yet they are all one chapter, there are a hundred different holy places yet only one altar. - Rumi

The World I Know

The world I know has nothing wrong with it. There is no such thing as evil or moral, good or bad. There is only Love and Love is all there is. Fear is only an illusion that was conjured up. The world I know is nothing like the world I was taught about. The world I know is filled with mystery, joy, play, kindness, and Love. There is no pain in the world I know, only opportunities to become stronger and more courageous. The is no imperfection and no one is broken, and we all deserve Love. There is no sickness or disease. Only peace and harmony. 

Everything is alive in the world I know, and everything has its own personality. Animals, plants, insects, rocks, elements, music, and thoughts are all alive and are in constant communication with each other. In the world I know langue is not required since all life communicates with itself. Words do not need be spoken to understand any living thing. When I breathe, I am at one with the plants, when I consume, I am at one with the life I am consuming, and when I Love I am at one with everything. When my body dies it shall be consumed back into its mother. 

I ask and the universe provides. Often, I don't even need to ask for in order to receive a gift from the universe. The universe is constantly gifting me things. The universe guides me along my path and gives me clues as what direction to go next. The experience of pain is no longer feared and fought. Pain is encountered with excitement, since I know that I am about to learn something really good. Pain leads to the best discoveries.

The world I know is as mysterious as it is known. The world I know is just an illusion of separation so we may play and find joy. We are Love discovering ourselves. We are one spirit in many forms. We are perfect, we are light, we are holy, and we are Love itself. Sadness is just a doorway to the Joy inside. Fear and anxiety are life guides and friends. 

There is nothing to fear in the world I know. There is no death and there is no separation. Peace is unity is all there is. Where all are one. Where we are all clones of God. No one is ever alone in the world I know. Everyone is always surrounded by other forms, seen and unseen with the body's eyes. Everyone is always watched and looked after, not as a way of making sure we are behaving, but out of Love so in turn no one is watched. No one is judged, no one is condemned, and no one is beyond Loves reach. Everyone is Love whether they admit it or not. We play a game of hide and go seek with our Love. Everything is a game, everything is play, and everything is fun. 

There is nothing to fear in the world I know and any thoughts that say otherwise are simply uninformed. Fear can only exist if there is something to fear and there is nothing to fear, therefor fear cannot exist. No one can do "wrong" in the world I know. Hell is only real to those who want it to be real. The world I know is heaven and there is where I'll stay.

In the world I know, there is no need, there is no want, for I have everything I want and need. I have everything I will ever want for eternity. I am safe, I am Loved, I am taken care of, and I AM. Love is all there is. Life is like a cartoon where you're walking through a field full of wildflowers where the birds are singing, and the animals are playing. Where you seem to float through the field a couple inches off the ground singing your heart out like you're a Disney princess or prince. The sun is jamming along with a groovy smile on his face. The plants and the trees dance and sway to the music with the wind. The fish do acrobatic dancing in the stream while the frogs play the turtles shells like drums. 

In the world I know that is like a cartoon, I am living in the happily ever after. In the happily ever after, there are no more bad guys coming to get you. There are no antagonists or protagonists. There is no mission to complete, or some obstacle to overcome. It is just the happily ever after. Where life is happy, the day is saved, and 

I have everything I want, I have more than I could ever need. I live a life of peace and joy. I am always surrounded by those who Love me. I am always taken care of. I always have someone to talk to or to keep me company. I have no enemies and only friends. No one is out to get me, and I don't have to look over my shoulder for anyone or anything. I don't need to do anything, and I can't do anything wrong. Where life is awesome.

How did I find this world that I know? I looked for Love and I found it. I found Love in everything around me, I found Love in everyone around me, and I found Love within myself. I found Love everywhere I looked and all else vanished. God Is Love. I spent years trying to "find" God and trying to figure out who God is. Turns out that all I needed to do was Love. It is only by embracing Love that we are able to find God. We become one with God. God is Love and when we Love we embody God. Love is the only way to know God, Love is the only way to experience God. God is Love.

The holy bible (ESV) mentions Love 745 times in 652 verses. It also mentions in 1 John 4:8, Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. The bible explains very clearly that God is Love and the way to know God is to Love. Yet we come up with every excuse we can think of to not Love. We look for God in some form, we are so convinced that we are our body that we think that when the bible says that we are made in his image (Genesis 1:27) that it is referring to our bodies and we waste our time looking for a God that has a human form. God is Love, we are made in his image, which is Love. God is Love; we are Love. When we live within Love, we are living within the true living God. When we Love, we become one with God. All our problems and worries melt away into the sea of nothingness from which they came. 

Want to know God? Want to live in heaven with God? Want to have peace and joy? LOVE is the answer. Love has always been the answer and Love will always be the answer. Love is the only way to know God. One cannot know God without knowing Love. Unbiased, unjudgmental, unconditional Love. Love and Peace!

What Is Reality?

Reality is whatever we make it, we are the reality makers. We find what we seek, we see what we are looking for. If we want to believe the universe is against us, or God has some vendetta against us, we shall surely suffer. We can be anyone we want to be who lives in any kind of world we want to live in. We can use the suffering and misery that we endure and turn against the world; become a helpless victim to circumstances. We can be bitter, angry, and just plain mean if we choose to be and that will be the world we live in. We can live our life choosing to believe that we have no control over anything and believing that "bad things" just happen to us. We can choose to be frustrated over every obstacle that comes our way. We can choose to constantly blame others for our misery instead of taking responsibility for our own lives. We can choose to see the world as evil and corrupt. We can choose to live in hell, or...

We can choose to trust the universe and believe that God is on our side. We can use our suffering and misery as opportunities to grow, evolve, and learn. We can choose to be a hero on a quest instead of a helpless victim. We can be accepting, joyous, and kind and we will see the world that way. We can live our life choosing to take control over our lives and realize that there are no "bad things" that happen to anyone only opportunities. We can choose to be grateful for every obstacle that comes our way. We can take responsibility for our own lives and stop blaming others. We can choose to see the world as honest and good. We can choose to live in heaven. We choose whether we live in heaven or hell, and we choose what type of heaven or hell we live in. 

There is a video game called Life Is Strange True Colors and in this video game, you can make decisions throughout the game which will affect the outcome of the game. Every decision you make affects every other aspect of the game in ways that you won't know until later. You play this game making the best decisions you can and hope for a good ending. We do this with all video games we play. We can choose to follow the laws in GTA and play a peaceful game or we can choose to break the laws and end up in a police chase or being killed.

Our life works the same way as video games. Every decision that we make in our world has a direct result to another aspect of our life. Every action we take has a result. We can choose to live a peaceful life and keep to ourselves, or we can choose to be criminals and run from the police. We create our own karma, there is no one to blame for how our lives are, except for ourselves. We choose our lives with every decision we make, with every action we take, and with every belief that we have. Some of us choose to pretend that we aren't in control of our own lives and like to blame everything else for how our lives are. When we take responsibility for every decision that we make, we can see very clearly that there is literally no one to blame. 

If a child has a shitty life, it is not their fault, and they are not to blame. A child is never to blame. As we grow into adults, we develop the ability to take responsibly and change our lives. A child in an abusive home often isn't given the option to choose how their life plays out, but once that child is an adult they can leave that abusive situation and become whoever they want to be. As adults, there is no one to blame but ourselves. There isn't any situation in which we can't change as an adult. 

Live your life as a video game. Take responsibility for you character that you create (self).  Think through every situation and make an informed decision and if you can't decide, go with your gut. Never doubt a decision that you make, never second guess yourself, and just trust yourself. Stop blaming anyone else for how your video game of life plays out. Believe that you are safe in this world you have created for yourself. Create your own stats and achievements. Raise your stats, raise your achievements, and raise your talents. When you play your own life as a video game in which you are a character who can change their own stats, life becomes a game. Life becomes fun, interesting, and mysterious. Life becomes exciting and exhilarating. 

So many of us take this life too seriously. We have to be this or that, we have to do this or that. We can't do certain things, so many rules and certain ways to act within a society. Some of us are playing a really boring life as our characters. Some of us are taking this game of life way to seriously. Who says life has to be serious and can't be fun? Who says we can't approach life the same way we approach a video game? If video games aren't your thing, you could also live your life like a movie, or a book, or a piece of art, or like music. It's your life, you can live it however you want to, you get to decide, you choose your character, you choose how it plays out. You choose whether you're living in a tragedy, comedy, drama, romance, musical, porn, or mystery. Love and Peace!

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Journal Entry

Within the last week I have seen that I constantly look over my shoulder. I do so due to being bullied as a child and as a means of seeking attention and affection. I watch over my shoulder out of fear that my "family" was going to come bully, tease, or abuse me at any given moment. I constantly had to be on edge and always watching out. I never knew what they were going to tease me about next so I knew I couldn’t give them anything to tease me about. I would shut down or stop anytime they were near or anytime there was even a chance they were near. I had learned the habit of shutting down or turning off over the course of a childhood due to their constant harassment. 

Due to a lack of any affection as a child I was always seeking affection from my mother due to human nature. My "family" denying me any type of attention, affection, or validation trained me be to someone who is a people pleaser, someone who is always seeking attention, affection, and validation, and someone who is insecure. I also learned the dark arts of manipulation, control, and abuse. Having fought myself from being myself in order to protect myself from being bullied and abused. I became two people, the one who is and the one who hides the one who is in order to protect me.

I didn't know who I was since I wasn’t in a safe environment to allow myself to be myself. I had to control myself and keep myself safe. I spent my childhood in constant and endless fear, I don’t know Love because all I knew was fear. As long as I can remember I just wanted my family to die so I could be left alone. I never wanted to kill them or harm them in anyway, I just wanted my freedom from them, and I thought that was the only way I would ever get it. One day I realized that I didn’t have to wait for them to die to be free of them. I could just walk away…. It was the hardest thing I have ever done.  

It has been almost a year, and I am finding Love, I can see Love growing inside of me. I learned to fear Love because I have never known Love, I was teased for my Love and so I learned to suppress my Love. I know that I am safe now, I know that I can let myself go and that I can just be me now, I don’t need to protect myself anymore, I AM SAFE!

First I remembered the abuse, then the neglect and lastly the teasing and bullying. As I’ve had my memories come back to me that had been forgotten oh so long ago, I’ve been able to see all the things that weren’t normal. All the things that weren’t healthy, and all the things that are just plain fucked up. All the things that I didn’t deserve, and that nobody deserves to go through. You don't deserve to be treated like shit no matter what anyone tells you. No one deserves to be treated like shit. There is nothing you can do that would cause you to deserve to be treated like shit.

It would be nice to have an answer to the question “why?” why the fuck did they treat me that way, why the abuse, why the bullying and teasing, why the neglect. If they didn’t want me, which they made clear to me my entire life, why didn’t they just get rid of me?

I will never know and if you ask my family, I am the selfish asshole. But I don’t care that I will never have any answers, I don’t care that I won’t ever have closure, and I don’t care about what they even think anymore! I don’t care that I will never get an apology from them. I don't care that they won't ever even acknowledge anything they've done. I AM FREE!

I don’t ever have to be treated like shit again, I don’t ever have to be blamed for anything again. I don't have to be used anymore. I don’t have to be made to feel guilty about everything that I do all the time. I don’t ever have to look over my shoulder again. I don’t have to pretend to be someone I am not anymore so they wouldn’t bully me. I don’t have to care about what they say or think about me anymore. I don’t have to be the “bad guy” anymore. I don’t have to do anything I don’t want too ever again. I am free.

Walking away from my “family” was hard because I constantly felt like I was being selfish by walking away and going no contact. I felt guilt and shame all the time about it as if I had done something wrong. I became terrified of being selfish. I created a website on a whim, didn’t even know what I was going to use it for, I just knew I had to do it. Next thing I know I’m starting a blog type discussion page and sharing my thoughts, experiences and ideas with the world. Thanks to the help from a true friend who believed in me so much that they selflessly promoted my site in order to help me spread Love and peace. My site has been seen around the world.

My fear of being selfish lead me to spread Love to everyone that I could in order to prove to myself that I was not selfish all the while feeling selfish about it. I now know that these are all learned behaviors and habits from my childhood and what has been learned can be unlearned or changed. I am who I am because I walked away. I wasn’t allowed to be me as long as they were in my life. I never knew who I was, I never knew anything about myself. I am learning who I am. I am getting to know myself and I Love me. The more I Love myself, the more I Love those around me and the more I Love those around me, the more I Love myself. I’m finding Love all around me and I have so much to spare that I give it the world the best way I can. I am being the change I want to see in the world. More Love, more acceptance, more forgiveness, more understanding and more peace.

This site is my evolution on my path to Love. My liberation, my perspective, and my experiences. I share my stories and thoughts in hopes that they may help others who may be going through the same things I have. Loving others came easily to me, Loving myself on the other hand is something I have had to work very hard on. I now see that it is hard to Love yourself when those around you are always telling you what is wrong with you. When those around you are teaching you that it is selfish to Love yourself. 

Do I regret cutting my "family" out of my life? No. 

Do I miss them? No, I miss the idea of having a family, but I know that I never really had one. 

Am I happy? I believe that learning to be happy is a process and takes time. I am definitely happier overall than I used to be. I am no longer suicidal, I no longer wish I didn't exist, and I'm excited to see what life brings me and what my future holds.

Love and Peace!

The Illusion Of Consciousness

Consciousness is a concept that the unconscious mind creates in order to try to understand itself. The you that is reading this believes that it is the conscious mind which has a separate unconscious mind hiding underneath the conscious mind somehow. We call it the shadow, the dark, unconsciousness, soul, spirit, life energy, and so on and so forth. We believe that we have fundamentally two levels of consciousness, for fairness, it has also been claimed that we have three levels which includes the subconscious level. Then there is what would be called universal consciousness which we will get to in a minute. We need to first explain how individual consciousness is an illusion and why it was created in order to understand the collective or universal consciousness or unconsciousness. 

We cannot see our consciousness; we believe our unconscious to be the opposite of our consciousness. The unconsciousness cannot see itself; the unconsciousness cannot understand itself. We all know this to be true when any of us are asked to describe our unconscious which is also known as soul, spirit, life energy or life force. We can't describe our soul or essence because we have no way of looking at it, no way of seeing it. We have no way of comprehending what we are at our core. In an attempt at understanding ourselves and who or what we are, we created the world around us so we could try to see ourselves. We try to see ourselves through "others". We decide who we are based on how "others" see us, we then form a persona and call it "self". The "self" is formed in childhood and usually sticks around until what we call death or for some of us until we decide to let go of the "self" before death.

The "self" is simply a collection of personalities, identities, thoughts, beliefs, symbols, images about "ourselves" that we collect in order to figure out who we are. We create this concept called "self" and we say that the "self" has consciousness and since we say that we have consciousness that means we must in fact have an unconsciousness. The unconscious does not exist anymore than consciousness exists. Consciousness is made up by the "Self" we create in order to try to understand ourselves which we can never do since there is no consciousness or unconsciousness in which to understand. The "Self" that is trying to figure out what it is, is only a concept or an idea of what it thinks it is and therefor can never see what it is.

One of the biggest questions humankind faces is what is consciousness? No one knows exactly what consciousness is, no one understands it. The answer is, there is no consciousness. No one can understand consciousness because it simply doesn't exist. Obviously, the argument would be "but I exist, I know I do, I'm right here, the fact that I am having this discussion and aware of the fact that I am here doing it just proves that I am conscious." That doesn't really prove anything aside from a vague awareness in general. If you believe that you are conscious and that you are the self that you created in order to understand yourself then explain who you are that isn't considered the "self". Take away everything considered the self and what are you left with? The self creates consciousness, without the self, there is no consciousness. Strip the self of all labels and see what is left.

That which is left after removing everything that you refer to as "self" is who you are. Without any "self" there is nothing left to create the consciousness in order to understand itself. When the "self" disappears the unconscious shows that the conscious is a self-created illusion. When the conscious is seen for what it is, which is nothing, the unconscious vanishes along with it. This is what is referred to as enlightenment or becoming a buddha or finding Christ. No one can "attain" or "achieve" enlightenment since enlightenment is the realization in which there is no self in which to become enlightened. Enlightenment is the letting go of the "self" that you created that doesn't exist. Some of us are afraid that if we become enlightened that we will vanish, and it'll be like we never existed. The you that is worried about not existing is the same you that already knows it doesn't exist and is trying to continue its imagined existence. Your true nature can never die, unlike your concept of "self".

Enlightenment isn't just the knowledge of how it all works but also the experience itself. We can't truly understand anything until we experience it firsthand. None of us had a clue what an orgasm was like until we experienced our first one and it changed the way we saw the world. Those of us who have never had an orgasm will never be able to understand what it feels like. Enlightenment without firsthand experience is like being an expert on sex and having never had an orgasm. Enlightenment is the knowledge, understanding, and the experience. Knowledge can be acquired. Wisdom comes from within, wisdom appears to come from the unconscious. Wisdom is the inner knowing of the truth which is the "self" that you created doesn't exist.

We can see that on the individual level how the "self" creates our imagined consciousness and our assumed "opposite" the unconscious. On the individual level there is no consciousness or unconsciousness, and that which applies to one individual applies to all individuals. Our true nature cannot be named or labeled because as soon as it's labeled it becomes part of the "self", in order to see our true nature, we must look past the "self" and we can only do that by not naming it or labeling it. Since our true nature cannot be named, it becomes very hard to even describe. How does one describe that which cannot be named? The closest description that we might be able to get would be "awareness-ish" but even that adds the assumption that there is something which is aware which in turn creates the "self" and a "self" cannot possess awareness.

The individual "self" that thinks it has a consciousness and an unconsciousness knows that we are all the same and that we are all connected, therefor we all have a "universal or collective unconscious." Since there is no individual consciousness or unconsciousness, there is no universal consciousness or unconsciousness. On an individual level all that can be said is "I AM" anything beyond that is just part of the created "self". Since we all have the same feeling and experience of "I AM", we are all one. Every human on earth knows in our hearts that we all have an "I AM" feeling. That "I AM" feeling is who we are, as soon as we add any labels or descriptions, we "become" that label or description. Become aware of the "I AM" within without adding anything to that statement and you are aware of your true nature. Love and Peace!